Melissa
21
11'Aug'86

To my dearest Po Po,

Though u've left us to heaven with guardian angels around you, but ur heart-warming smile and ur lovely cute-ness will always stays with us.
We'll miss you dearly~

From ur grandchild,
Xiao Hui.

Took this personality test some time back already, had saved the quote for updating.

Here goes :

My Quote:
"You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.You are soft-minded. You find it's too hard to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed. Quite often, you are taken advantage of because of your soft-minded nature."

Well, it's like 90% true abt me, that 10% is the sec sentence that i personally dont agree on. haha... I dont set high goals in my life, (or perhaps i dont regard them as "high" goals), they are jus goals that i wanna see myself to archieve. But not a "die die mus archieve kind", so that's not really high isn't it??

My goals ain't becoming a millionaire wat.. haha..
I jus wanna feel contented with everything for the rest of my life, lol.
I wanna keep a dog or two.
I hope i can get whatever i lust for with my own money~ BIG GRINS~
And to be more active for my purchaser post, so that 1 day i can really see the whole store had designs of what charlene and I come out with.

Ain't that tough to archieve bah... hehe..

Wilful and stubborn, Yes, I'm really very stubborn in a certain way.
Hmm... like i've decided on certain things/issues, i'll do it. No matter how ppl reviews abt it, good or bad, i have to see it, prove it to be convinced. Yesh, i'm jus stubborn in this way. Simple, i mean what i want, and if i'm forced to go against it, i'll be damn pissed and irritated. So, hehe... ppl out there dont try to go beyond or test my limits.

And for the last part of the quote, which i think it's real fucking true, it's highlighted in RED.
I'm super soft-minded, i dont really know how to reject ppl, and i dont even know why in the past. I jus cant seems to bring myself to reject ppl, i'll jus agree even though my mind really says the opposite. Argh, this character of mine can really pissed me off sometimes.
And now, i knew the reason why. Cuz i dont like to see the expressions of those ppl that i reject, it'll jus make me feel awkward and uneasy, i think.
So i'll jus say oki to what requested, and fulfilled it even if i'm reluctant. It's miserable, totally.
Why would i want to bring misery to myself... argghhgghhghh...
And YES, knowing that someone took advantage of you sucks.
Anyway, i'm learning to say "No" already, i'm not as easy as i'm used to be now. Anything that i think that is not in my favor or i'm reluctant to, i'll say "No".
It's a harsh word yet it's helpful.
It depends lah, i wont be so bad to my friends of course, haha.. but i'll consider whatever that i'm ask in future. I'll be more careful with my answer from now on.
I'm gonna change my nature. haha...

Alright, i'm going to watch my Tila show now..
xoxo.

It's my off day today, and i'm being a good girl too.

Went out for brunch with mommy and head to central to stock up some groceries for tonight's steamboat dinner.
Hehe, i suggested that cuz i've got sudden craves for it.
That's y i said i'm a good girl, normally, i'll be out of my house after 2 hrs i woke up and off to my BF's house.

Bf's exams is around the corner, so e usual threesome is mugging almost everyday at BF's house.
All good boys. =)

Bought lots of yummies from NTUC, haha..
Bought all of my Bf's fav ingredients for steamboat, so that he'll be a glutton later, haha...
And i've stocked up myself with 3 tubs of ice creams of my fav, and chocolates. woo hoo...

Bought magazines, and been hooked onto the com for hrs already... hehe, it's a good thing, cuz ya know, i wont always have this kind of chance to have the com all to myself for hours.

Reading ppl's blogs, reading tabloids, watching Youtubes on Tila T, whoo... and she's damn Hot and pretty can. I wish i have her bobs, it look toned... lol, and she's a Bi, that's pretty cool. Les and Guys would really wanna get her.

My IB device is here, so i can shop online hassle-free again~~~ yeah..
Hate it when i wanna get something online and i gotta go to an atm to do transfer, it's so troublesome.

Haven't been so relaxing at home already, with only my mommy and daddy at home.
They do their stuffs and i'm doing my own, w/o disturbance. hehe...

Some random pics.

1. There's nothing much to blog about.
2. I'm too lazy to blog.
3. I'm not in the right mood to blog.
4. Wanna upload pics be4 blogging, but blogger c.o.c.k up on me.
5. no time to use the com.

See, there's so many reasons why i dont blog regularly... ha, maybe others might think all of the above are bullshits, it's jus 1 word, LAZY.

But hey, sometimes when i got the chance to use the com(meaning i can use for like hrs), in the right mood to blog, there's something to blog about, got pics to share... blogger's will create problem for me, making me unable to upload my pics. So what's the point of blogging something to share w/o pics. Boring right, no pics... if i'm the reader, i'll lose interest in reading it anyway.

And ya... when ur finally can see my entry now, meaning blogger is either not watching on me now, or they're sick of creating problems... waahahah...

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L.A.M.E... =_=!!!