Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I dont know if i should continue this relationship anymore.
I'm getting myself tired and in a state of confusion.
Yes, again.
It's seems like friends are not liking my bf.
They are either telling me "why ur bf like that one" or "aiya, this bf can break with him one lah" or "when will ur break"
Such comments are common to me now..
Sigh.. and i'm trully tired of him being soooo possessive.
I dont like my bf being dislike by my friends.
Worse, it's most of my friends, if it's 1 or 2, probably it's jus their pov.
But if it's all my colleagues and close friends.
Does that mean they are crazy, i doubt so~
The problem muz be my BF then. Sigh~
I cant club.
I have to have his permission and agreement to meet up with my friends.
I even have to plan my meet up with friends so that it doesn't clash with his off-day.
If they clashed, then i'm sooo dead, cuz he'll jus complain-nag-being whiny.
He dont understand that my friends are as impt as BF.
He dont really understand me.
He jus want me to change into a girl he wants me to be.
He's not that bad, he's very sweet to me as well.
Really concerned abt me...
But he's being way too protective and possesive towards me.
It's really suffocating me and i dont like it at all.
I've tried to reason out with him.
But to no appeal.
But there's 1 big thing that i dislike abt him is he spend alot on shopping.
And worse of e worse, he have to shop no matter what.
I jus dont understand why a guy can be so vain as him.
Pay is only 500 plus and he spend 200 on shopping.
The rest, of cuz is definitely nt enuff for the rest of the month.
Then, I'm like his mom, give him pocket money.
He jus cant control his shopping craves and I jus dont know why.
And i'm always so stress of the money issue when it comes to the end of the month.
He jus dont understand that i'll stress over this issue.
Fine, anyway i'm alread used to it.
Cant blame him cuz he's still serving NS and his mom dont gives him pocket money.
And obviouly i cant see him to die.
So tired so tired already.
I will try my best to work this r/s out, i'm nt giving up so easily yet.
I dont want to have another regrets in my life.
1 is more than enough for me.
8:14 AM
